I really miss having friends. Having people to talk to and having a laugh with. My best friend L has been here forever but I miss my other friends. The ones who left me when i went into hospital the first time. They hardly even speak to me now and we all used to be inseparable. A tight fun loving group of friends. One of my 'friends' N used to be round my house all the time as soon as i was back at school she wanted to be in the spotlight that i now shied away from but we remained friends. Until recently. It's my fault I dont make the effort anymore to try and fit in with her friends. I dont have the energy. I dont want to be a spare wheel. But i really miss having more than like 2 friends. I am not exaggerating. Its cause i am a ugly freak i get that i just wish things would change.
S x
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