it's me against every other living thing. or that is how it feels. Anything nice i turn to bad.
i feel like such a failure i am to fat to be ill but i am too much of a freak to be normal. i dont have a place in this world. I do try to recover but it never works people tell me to stick with it but the thoughts are always too loud. Do i even have anything to recover from ? i just dont know i dont know anything anymore only that i am too fat. i know that much.
Today has been so long like every other day. I fail to see the point. I get out of my bed to burn calories but then i consume them as well :(
I feel like this is impossible for me i dont know any other way of life just this. i dont know what to do.
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